Do you really want this?
A moment of happiness, followed by a lifetime of regret and sadness?
Forever over-thinking what you could have done differently?
Blaming yourself?
That's what I can offer. That's what you'll regret.
This is not what you want.
This is not what you deserve.

You said you won't push things.
It's exactly what you are doing now.

What will be the proof of my existence if it disappears with the wind?