"Show me a hero, and I’ll write you a tragedy."
AU MILIEU DE L’HIVER, J’AI TROUVÉ QU’IL Y AVAIT, EN MOI, UN ÉTÉ INVINCIBLE. ET CELA ME REND HEUREUX. CAR IL EST DIT QUE PEU IMPORTE À QUEL POINT LE MONDE POUSSE CONTRE MOI, EN MOI, IL Y A QUELQUE CHOSE DE PLUS FORT. QUELQUE CHOSE DE MIEUX, POUSSANT DROIT DE RETOUR.

Naomi:
četrtek, 13. januar 2011, 14:45
i’ve loved you from the first time i saw you. i think i was twelve. it took me three years to pluck up the courage to speak to you. but i was so scared of the way i felt, you know, loving a girl. i learned how to become a sarcastic bitch just to make it feel normal. i screwed guys to make it go away, but it didn’t work. when we got together, it scared the shit out of me because you were the one person who could ruin my life. i pushed you away. i made you think things were your fault, but really, i was just terrified of pain. i screwed that girl sophia to kinda spite you for having that hold on me. i’m a total fucking coward because i got these, these tickets to go for us three months ago. but i, but i couldn’t stand, i didn’t want to be a slave for the way i feel about you. can you understand? you were trying to punish me back and it’s horrible. it’s so horrible because, really, i’d die for you. i love you. i love you so much and it’s killing me.

Please?!
13:19
I can't write anymore. I used to have so many thoughts about the world, people or my life and now I can't even make them into one sentence. I used to sat in my bed all night and write poems about you. It's like I can't even think anymore.

I want my life back.

Get me out of here.
ponedeljek, 3. januar 2011, 12:09
I would love to say I care but I don' have the strength anymore.
And your pretty smiles won't do anygood for me.
You see, I exactly know where the problem is - in not caring.
They've been telling me not to care about you anymore since that happened.
But the thing is...
You're still the only thing I care about in my not-caring-about-the-world.

It's pointless. Overrated. And painful.
But I tried to do almost everything.
And there's nothing I can do.
Only the time will tell.

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