"Show me a hero, and I’ll write you a tragedy."
AU MILIEU DE L’HIVER, J’AI TROUVÉ QU’IL Y AVAIT, EN MOI, UN ÉTÉ INVINCIBLE. ET CELA ME REND HEUREUX. CAR IL EST DIT QUE PEU IMPORTE À QUEL POINT LE MONDE POUSSE CONTRE MOI, EN MOI, IL Y A QUELQUE CHOSE DE PLUS FORT. QUELQUE CHOSE DE MIEUX, POUSSANT DROIT DE RETOUR.

Terauchi.
četrtek, 25. avgust 2011, 15:06

Are my ideas too complicated? I'm the kind of person who thinks about difficult things more then others. That's why at home and at school I'm always joking around. The reason is simple - even if I exposed the real me to other people, they wouldn't understand. There is a huge gap between me and other people - a gap in ability, experience, and feelings. I feel above human relationships, so I'm constantly holding myself in check. Controlling myself like this zaps all my energy, so I gave up on studying and don't take it seriously. I figured out long ago that studying for exams is nothing more than figuring out how to work the system. My weapon is that I can hide my feeling and say something stupid to cover them up. I was frightened by the optimism of adults, their stupid trust in science to treat a troubled heart. Afraid of their obsession with believing they have to treat troubled kids. They've created this society where lies are uncovered.
The truth is, I'm a disagreeable person who's always observing my friends with a cool, detached eye. I'm this sort of contrary person, who thinks the only people worth knowing are those who get angry with me, but when they do get angry, I cleverly hide myself.

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